I came to a point where I am exhausted doing what I do most to the people I thought who loves me, cares me, nurtures me the same way that I did for them. I’m tired of going out to an extend when at the end of the day, I am only just an option. I let myself be that person before because I thought everything was going to be worth it at the end. There’s so many reason to give up, but I choose to keep giving chances, keep giving everything I had to offer just so I could make myself better as a person, as a friend but I realized I have to stop giving.
2 years of painful experience. I’ve felt more than I could. It’s mentally killing me. But I choose to stay still only to finally realized how stupid I was to still stay despite the times I could actually feel better with those other people that genuinely cares about me. I’m tired of feeling shitty all over again. I want to move on from the hurt I’ve felt. I want everything to be okay again. I want to feel better & I want to be happy again.
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